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Hello everyone well Sunday is here again and its time for another diary entry. I just want to start off by saying that all is going well. I am getting all settled into CBL and I really like it here! I would like to thank you all for the warm reception I have gotten from all of you members, you have helped make the transition into the house a smooth one. Thanks for all the emails and I hope to continue to get word form you guys from time to time. Sometimes things are a little hectic around here so I try to respond to my email as often as I can.
Well here are the week???s happenings.
Monday:
I didn???t get up for school today because Jonathan was ???Testing Out??? today on his GED and that began at 1:00pm and my classes only run till noon, and it would be silly to make him get up at 7 to take me there and home by noon so he could go back by 1. So today I slept in. Sean called and wanted to know if Kevin and I wanted to go to the Mall with him and Rolland. I wanted to go because I thought it would be a good chance for Sean and I to hang out and get to know each other a little better, and plus I really wanted to meet Rolland and see who this mystery man is in Sean???s life. Well Sean got there and Kevin was still in the shower. We were going to wait for him to get out but Sean tells me that Zac told him that Kevin couldn???t go because he never did his video diary. Now normally Zac isn???t going to say anything like that but the video diaries being completed are a huge portion of the Lease Agreement and a major component of the Website so of coarse he is going to enforce it. Well Sean and I both assumed that Zac told Kevin this so when he went into his room and turned up his music, I figured that he was pissed off because of it. We spent like 3 hours out or something like that and I got a chance to observe Rolland and Sean's interactions with each other and I really didn???t like what I saw in Rolland???s end. Now I feel horrible because Sean asked me in open chat what I thought about Rolland and I didn???t want to hurt his feelings or embarrass him so I did tell the truth but I didn???t elaborate on it any. From what I observed, Rolland while being pretty cute and having a great body and nice package, he was really bitchy. Now bitchy I can handle in fact sometimes I like bitchy people. What I didn???t like was the comments Rolland was making about Sean being jobless. Every time we passed a help wanted sign he would make a big deal out of telling him to go apply, saying things like ???Bitch get a job??? in a joking way but at the same time being equally insulting. I really felt like I needed to defend Sean against what he was saying, but didn???t feel like it was my place, and Sean is a big boy. The other thing that I didn???t like was that anytime I would be talking to Sean Rolland would interrupt what I was saying with something that had nothing to do with what I was talking about. Now what REALLY bothered me was at one point Sean and I were looking threw a really cool store with all kinds of Egypt themed stuff, Rolland was like??? ???I???m going two stores down to look at something I want.??? So Sean and I had some time to talk (without being interrupted) Sean says a few things that cause me believe that Rolland is leading Sean on. Well se start walking toward the store where he is supposed to be. Now when we walk in, I don???t know if Sean noticed the same thing I did but I could tell by Rolland???s body language that he and the clerk of that store were defiantly doing some serious hitting on each other. It was also the way they both backed away from each other when Sean walked in, and the look on Rolland???s face like he had done something wrong. When we left, Rolland was saying that he could get a job there. Than make a comment something to the effect of he gets what he wants just by batting a lash. My conclusions are also based on the dialog they had with each other on the way home, Rolland was saying some things that I didn???t like. All around I don???t know about Rolland, I don???t know if the 2 or 3 hours I was around him was enough to draw a fair conclusion. All I can say is that the first impression SUCKED! I love Sean to death; he has one of the best personalities I have run across in a long time. My honest opinion is that Rolland is lacking in personality compared to Sean. But I could be wrong and I hope I am. Sean deserves a good guy.
We came home and I was relaxing and Brock was off work early so we took a little nap and just had a relaxing afternoon and evening.
Tuesday:
I spent most of today unpacking and straightening out my room. Not a lot happened today. Brock worked a double so I was happy to se him when he finally got home.
Wednesday:
Brock and I both slept in today. It was for the most part a relaxing day. Brock came home and we both invited a friend over for a 3 way. It was really hot and we all had a good time. Brock took him home and we went to bed around 3 and of course the night owl, Brock stayed up and slept in his own bed this morning at around 7 or 8.
Thursday:
I vegged all day today. It was all rainy out so I just finished my room and watched a little TV.
I do want to take a few moments and address an issue that I had with the website today. I logged on to the main page and I red the gossip column. Now normally I really don???t put too much stock in what they have to say because it is just gossip. What I red on today???s gossip page was not gossip; it was what I viewed to be a pretty malicious attack on Brock and I. I will quote you what it said.
???Well once again Brock and David had ANOTHER trick. We can???t believe there are still tricks in the Orlando area that they have not had. A three way every once and a while at CBL is wild but those two have them all the time. Try something new guys!???
Now gossip is supposed to be on the page to promote the site and to get people interested in what is going on and things that happened during the course of the day. Not to bash the CBL boys and create hostility. Gossip is also supposed to be about something that actually happened and should not include personal opinions held by the people who write the column. The key to writing a good column is to stay natural. I know that I shouldn???t let it get under my skin, but these people are employed by CBL to help promote the website not bash the people who are key components in making the website run successfully. I just view this to be extremely unprofessional and it will not be tolerated. And another thing, I have never heared a complaint from the members about us ???hooking up??? too much. We are also here for you all. You the members is what its all about so Please tell us if you don???t like what you see. An attack on the front page of the site is not the place to confront someone on something you don???t like about the site. That is why we have email so you all can give us feedback on what you like and dislike about the site.
With that being said Ill move on.
Brock and I watched survivor after my chat and we decided not to go to the club tonight. We both need a weekend off from the club and get a change of scenery. It was nice to have a chill night
Friday:
We woke up at 1:00 today with plans to go to the beach, but I also had to sign contracts and get my thumb print id on the computer and everything else to make my sub-lease official so I had to wait for Zacci to get home. Well by the time all that was over it was already like 3:30 and it takes roughly and hour to get to our favorite beach and we would have only had an hour there before we would have had to return for chat so we ended up just sticking around the house. That way we could complete our diaries and early years.
Later that evening Brock went out to the club and I stayed home and invited a friend over for a little fun. Well he got here and I have to say that this kid is really cute, but he is dead set on trying to get into CBL even though he knows that there are no openings. It bothered me because that was all it was about to him. He told me before I went in for chat that he wanted to have sex in my chat because he felt it would increase his chances of being accepted to CBL. So I kind of felt like he used Brock and me so he could get in the house. The roommates were not impressed with him either. Jonathan interviewed him and I???m not sure what he thought of him but it didn???t look like they exactly hit it off. Well after chat I told him that I wanted to get fucked, and he was like cool. So we went upstairs and I layed down on my bed and he layed down next to me and just said how tiered he was I kept waiting for him to show some interest, but he just wanted to get on my computer and chat with the members. Now keep in mind that he hadn???t gotten off or so I knew he was horny so I didn???t understand why he didn???t want to do anything more. So finally I got frustrated and showed him Brock???s (where he would be sleeping) and told him good night. Well about 10 minutes later he came out and asked if he could use the computer in the commons room, and I was like whatever. Now something that also bothered me was that he told me that he had a ride home after we were finished, and when he got here he said that he didn???t have a ride. He also my friend who brought him over here that he didn???t need a ride home because he was going to stay here. So he basically invited himself to stay the night. Now as a general rule I only let close friends stay the night somewhere I am living. I take my living space very seriously it is like sanctuary to me. I don???t just share it with just anyone. So anyway after he went to bed he was seen masturbating on cam several times before he actually went to sleep which is more proof he had no interest in sleeping with me, his interest was in being in the house on cam. So anyway after Brock got home we talked about it and decided that he would not be invited back to the house.
Brock and I stayed up all night. I was disappointed I didn???t go to the club instead of staying home so Brock brought the club home to me. We turned the chartroom into CLUB CBL hehe. We danced and fucked and danced and fucked again, he rimmed me for like 45 minutes???.OMG it was so fucking hot!! Brock makes me so happy. Yes we might not have a conventional relationship but it works for us. I love him to death and just cant express how happy I am to have him in my life and how lucky I feel for having such a smart wonderful careing guy.
Well it was a VERY good end to a kind of stressful night
Saturday:
We slept in a little bit but woke up so we could take Prince asshole charming home as soon as possible. On the way we told him that he was no longer welcome to the house and it had been pretty unanimously decided between all the members of the house. I told him that I felt that he used me and I don???t tolerate that from anyone.
I felt sooo bad after dropping him off; I don???t know why???I guess I just have a hard time being a Bitch. I mean I have no reason to feel bad but I did for a few minutes. Then I was better. Hehehe
We came home and did some things around the house I worked on the computer a little bit. Later that evening my friend Christy wanted to know if I wanted to come out with her to southern nights. Now Christy and I haven???t gotten to spend much time together since I moved into CBL so it was sooo good to see her. She came over her with another friend of ours and got a tour of the house and then we went out to the club. I had arranged with Brock to just meet me there when he got off work. I had a really good time even though it was Lesbian night. We drank and danced and had a great time. Christy met up with a bunch of work friends and one of them (Chara) was there with her straight husband Alffe, they are a really cute little phillipino couple and they are super cool and fun to hang out with. I convince them to go to the drag show, and I knowingly put the straight guy up in the front row knowing full well the queens would harass him. (*Devious little smile*) So sure enough in the course of a 1-hour show this poor man got fondled, lap danced on, dry humped, and groped. He was such a good sport they kept buying him shots. Well he didn???t like the shots so he kept giving them to me. I left the show pretty damn drunk! Brock showed up in time for the second show so we stayed and watched it. I LOVE YOU CARMELLA GARCIA!!! She is a best friend with my best friend Steve so we are acquainted, but DAMN I love seeing her shows!! Brock really enjoyed it too. We left shortly after the show and went to a friend???s house for a little cozy get together. It was cool. We ended up passing out over there and waking up the next morning to go home and do chores.
Sunday:
I love cleaning day!! (Sarcastically) we got home at about 8 this morning so we wanted to take a nap and wake up for cleaning and the meeting, then get our cleaning done as quick as possible so we could go back to bed.
Brock decided to forgo the nap before the meeting and went to a tricks house for a quick fuck. I slept. We got up for cleaning and got all that done. Jonathan asked me if I wanted to go to his work and have a drink with him. So we get down there and had a great time. I got totally buzzed off one drink and we got silly together. I really enjoy spending time with Jonathan we are becoming good friends. After I got back I took a nap before chat and the rest of the night ill be finishing my diaries and going to bed early.
My roommate relations are really good. I don???t have a problem with anyone. We are all getting along remarkably well.
I had a really good week and I can???t wait to see what is in store for next week. Join me in chat and Ill talk to you all later!
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