diary november 16th 

diary november 16th

well Its sunday AGAIN. wow this week has flown by!
it was an interesting week and I have a few things to talk about.
I usually write in my diary at the end of each day so I dont leave anything out.
I didnt fallow my usual formula of diary writing this week so it might not be as organised. instead of going day by day like I usualy do I am just going to highlight the week by major events

Monday and tuesday I really didnt do much. by this time durring the week I was mainly doing laundry and enjoying living at cbl.
At some point durring the week jonathan and I decided to join his friends at a Kerioke bar for some drinks. Now his friends told him that it was a bisexual bar so I was like cool. On wour way down there jonathan called his friend and she tells him that it is a cowboy bar.....a STRAIGHT cowboy bar and here are jonathan and I are on the way dressed as GAY as gay can be. but we decided that we would go anyway. We had a good time. I got drunk and got up on stage and sang desperado (by the Eagles) It was a blast.
I also got a job this week at Olive Garden as a server and I am so excited. I was getting really depressed not having a job and starting to feel really down on myself. Pluss I was really starting to go crazy having nothing to do durring the day and not making money.
My financial situation has been pretty grim and is slowly starting to get on track
So Jonathan took me down there and I walked in and filled out an application. I talked to the mgr and he saw my experiance and my references and he pretty much got hiered on the spot. It made me feel really good because you all know how tedious looking for a job in a shaky market can be less than friutful.
Serving is not my favorite thing to do but Im really good at it and It pays the bills
Alot of the week was spent getting ready for the party and it turned out really good. We had alot of fun!
and the one thing that is foremost on my mind and is the reason I cant seam to remember what happened every day is what happened tonite....sunday
Brock and jonathan really got into it tonite and just verbally, and to tell you the trouth I really dont know what to say about any of it
I am so confused on how I should feel about it. I am in a very akward position. I really have alot to say about what happened but honestly I havent had time to digest anything. Im not going to say anything in this weeks diary but I will in next weeks. Please understand that im just overstimulated about this and dont know where to start

I hate to leave ya all hanging but please understand.
Ill see ya all in next weeks diary